Monday, 4 October 2010

Exciting times.

No particular reason for this - I just thought it was pretty :) 
So lately the most exciting thing that has happened was finally getting my hands on a copy of mini shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella (Which is more than fabulous in case you were wondering!) but other than that I've been bogged down by essay after essay after essay and now I'm thoroughly sick of analysing poetry. Although through these monstrous assignments I have discovered a love for Keats. I just love the way he describes things, so beautifully, now I realise why it was called the romantic era, he makes everything sound so lovely and passion filled.

Although I'm beginning to doubt romantic passion exists. Ok, ok, I know, I'm only 16 (nearly 17 mind...) and there's plenty of time to experience those feelings but everyone else seems to know all about them. I have never felt strongly about anyone in that way, yes I've had crushes, one quite large crush but none that made me REALLY feel anything. Is there something wrong with me?

It just makes me more confused when Lover Boy keeps going on at me as well. Maybe I should just go out with him? Maybe I should just settle? Maybe then I'd feel SOMETHING?

Oh, this is all so terribly confusing :(
Any advice would be much appreciated

All my love, A Cat named Cat x

2 comments:

  1. Don't settle, never settle.
    But there's no harm in going on a date with him and see what happens, is there?
    If there's no "spark" there just let him down easy and if he was to go for a goodnight kiss just go for the hug :)

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  2. Don't worry, I believe that romantic passion still exists. I didn't have my first real boyfriend or fall in love for the first time until just this past year, and I'm almost 20. Just 'cause you haven't found it yet doesn't mean you should settle :)

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