Wow, so much has happened since my last post! I don't even know where to begin!
The snow melted, taking away the beautiful winter wonderland that I'd grown so accustomed to (and the welly wearing weather!) Christmas flew by too! Christmas was quite wonderful, I love christmas time mostly because it bring the whole family together to indulge in the festive spirits... oh and there's also the case of getting some lovely presents too!
So after Christmas was over and everyone was in the process of gorging themselves on left over chocolates, I found myself in a weird situation. I don't even know how to describe it. Well, if you've read my blog for a long time you'll know the story of 'Lover Boy'. Well he seemed interested all the way up to Christmas and to be honest I was warming to him, that's the honest truth. But then I start to get the feeling something wasn't right, he seemed quite interested with my friend, he kept mentioning her. In the end I was just like, so do you like her? I mean, she was single and everything so it was fine, I suppose. But I honestly didn't think he'd replied "Yeah, I like her."
His answer made me feel... strange. My heart started to beat faster, I felt sort of angry, sort of upset but all the while scolding myself because what right did I have to feel like that? I had no right at all. None. And it's bothering me even now... not as much but I have this nagging feeling in the pit of my stomach and it won't go away. Feel free to tell me how stupid I'm being. I all ready know.
So I've just focused on line learning, watching Audrey in Sabrina and Grace Kelly in High society to take my mind off everything... ah winter movies <3
I hope you've all had a happy new year! And a good Christmas! And next time I shall inform you that I may have completed one of my more shallow goals in life... can someone say Serena Van Der Woodsen Hair?
Please comment :)
All my love, A Cat named Cat x
P.S I'm absolutely loving this song at the minute
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Hey there pretty lady! I was hoping you hadn't given up blogging! Glad you see you're back. I know it can be tough to keep up with sometimes. As for lover boy, you're NOT being stupid. Back in high school, I thought this guy was into me and I started developing feelings and we'd been hanging out and stuff... then he turned around and asked one of my good friends to our senior prom. Smack in the face. He later told me how much he regretted that and apologized and he now happens to be my boyfriend :) haha. Perhaps not the usual outcome of such a situation but just goes to show you know never know how things will turn out. But I completely understand what you're feeling... at the time, I didn't have any claims on him, but it kinda felt like something was starting to blossom, so IMO you're totally entitled to have those feelings.
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